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Name: Justine
Birthday: 7/6/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: music, spraypaint, black eyeliner, art, writing, guitar, piercings, guages, tattoos, fire, sleep
Expertise: I fucking rock it is a fact.
Industry: Other
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AIM:  jburnes888
Member Since:
9/7/2004
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| Why are the most complicated things in life created in your own mind? Why do we question all the certainty that we work so hard to obtain? It's not like anyone really has any of the answers to the questions I ask on a daily basis but asking hasn't killed me yet so why stop now... | | |
| Sometimes I just feel like nothing I do will ever be enough for either of them, like it's a battle I fucked up a long time ago by simply growing up. I understand that none of us really saw this as the situation we'd be in now but it is and if I can adjust then why can't they. I'm just so tired of trying for something that you shouldn't have to work for to begin with, so tired of being dissapointed and angry when I should be used to it by now. You can't actually care about someone without thinking enough about them to even talk to them and I'm dumbass for ever believing he did. It really just sucks in the end when you know you're just something else that was cast aside when the void inside himself couldn't be filled. Most of all I hate to think how she is going to feel later on when she realizes that she was just another failed tool to fill the same void... | | |
| Soooo...basically I am going prom dress shopping because it needs to be done, I'm sure it'll be fun since Mayra is coming and all but I must say I would rather be with Derek right now. | | |
| Yea so basically... I am doing this for Matt and Derek so they can read up on my oh so eventful life that they (well mainly Derek) already know plenty about. So today was decent I went to school, like I do. Now I'm at Danielle's planning scandelous events w/ us Derek and Chase soon to come, Hahaha I got suprises too bitches! I decided I might seriously look for another job bc mine sucks and I never get paid when I'm supposed to. I did some work in school today which was unusual but it actually felt good to be productive other than that nothing is going on. There is way too much that has happened since the last time I posted so basically all you need to know is that I am a lot happier now then I ever have been, I have a Derek who is nothing short of breathtakingly amazing and Danielle just destroyed her fan. THIS is Ryan Seacrest OUT! | | |
| This is me updating because Matt says so even though he is really the only person who will read this. No but seriosuly I might actually do this again...someday...maybe sooner than later... | | |
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